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Thursday, July 31, 2008
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如果钱能买到缘份,我发誓我一定要存很多很多钱..

我好想好想你, 真的..

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27/07/08
Went to tuition as usual. After that, Dad came to fetch me and we headed to Bukit Panjang Plaza for dinner. We ended up having dinner at Cafe Cartel. Well, I didn't really like the food. The best thingy was that we went to M1 shop and my dad bought me and my brother a new hp. It's the same as sis's cell but mine is red. Nothing much after that.

28/07/08
Was alittle upset today as I chatted with Amanda, Sis, Liza, Shili& Kenny. Once again, I realised that I was sooo stupid and was to be blame for everything. Shili asked me, ''If you were given a choice to either talk to Aaron for few mins or to be back with B, which will I choose?'' Yup, guess they were shocked by my ans( including myself). I would choose to be back with him instead. Shili also asked me, why i still think of him as it had past so long alr. To shili: ''If I didn't truly love him, I guess I wouldn't be thining of him now alr. Don't you think so?'' They also think that I should blame my leader, S. But I am not. In fact, I am more upset with myself.. Sigh..

After sch, we went to the 'haunted house' to help find EMILY'S shoes. Haha, but I was frightened by Emily. She looked really scaryy...

30/07/08
Was another long& tiring day for me. How I wish to put an end to my sufferings!! Yesterday we begged Mr Ng to postpone the test, but he insisted. Sigh, so we took the test reluctantly. As for today we didn't have aep as Mrs Ong wasn't in sch. Thank god. Rushed home to bathe and went back to sch for dnt! Sis brought me to the place where she and F were at the other day. It was a nice place to talk indeed. Then went for dnt. Towards the end, I got fed up with Mr Irfan. I don't know how to explain here. Got upset and started to listen to songs. Who knows, the first song played made me cried. To girls: ''I kept on walking bcos I didn't wanna let you guys see that I am crying bcos of him again( FOR THE SAME OLD STUPID REASON) I am sorry, in the end I still cried infront of you guys. I guess I gonna have a mental break down soon..

Saturday, July 26, 2008
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Love letter for HIM(=
From Estee and me.

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鬼鬼和阿布 好可爱!!

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(MISS WENDY &US)

(Estee and myself)

(The WALLS ice-cream)

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23/07/08
As what I've mentioned, I went to Liza's place to study. Went out around 4plus but reached her place at 6pm. Yet, she was sleeping! On my way there, I texted B and he called me back soon after. The thingy that made me upset or angry is that he don't recognise my voice. He said that he lost my no. After that call, I had lots of thoughts indeed. But I don't think I'll write here.

24/07/08
Went Limbang mac to meet Liza to do dnt. Reminisced on the way. Hell lots of memories. When Benjamin told me that he has gf, I wasn't really upset or surprised. As this wasn't the first time I heard it. In fact, this was the third time. How should I put it? Hmm, Seriously if You ask me if I wanna go back to the past, I would say I wish to go back to salvage the relationship but I'm afraid of that kinda life which I had to always cry myself to sleep. Well, he used to treat me well. Amongst my exs, he was one who treated me the best, I would say. To be frank, the times we shared were my happiest times in my life so far. Am I wrong to miss those happy memories?! Liza told me that till now, she is still confused about who initiated the break up. I explained to her w/o really answering her ques. As I'm also confused myself. I think that we aren't supposed to break up and both of us didn't had a choice back then. But.. it was too late to salvage it. Sigh. Enough about this..
After that, when we wanna go home, it was raining outside already. Anddd.. when we needed an umbrella, thank God, I spotted one hanging on the bin. I took it just like that as Liza was scared of taking it. Sorry,人不为己,天诛地灭.

25/07/08
Dragged myself to sch as usual. Today, every student in Unity Sec was given a WALLS ice-cream. It wa syummy although I prefer BEN &Jerry. Mr Ng told us that it was from Miss Tan(our principal) She forked out the $ all by herself. It made me felt warmth inside(= Although to many, it was just an ice-cream but you see, our sch population is APPT 1500students& one stick of ice-cream cost APPT$2(round up),In total, she had to pay about $3000. It is huge sum to me. Must be thankful. (= Recently, I tend to fall asleep in class, feeling damn restless. Then on my way to tuition, bumped into Adrian. We chatted on the way as we were on the same route. Mentioned about B, he also told me that B has gf already. Even told me alittle about her. Guess he is doing fine with his life. As for Adrian, he bet with me smth, I hope he will do it. If not, he must prepare to treat me 大餐! I didn't demand for it, he suggested it. Haha!

26/07/08
Just came back from town with family. I am really going crazy!!
我快疯了! 好累好累好累~~

Wednesday, July 23, 2008
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Looking back.. 开始的鬼鬼..

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(What is Mr Ng doing?!)

(Bobby: my class mate)

(Naz and Iffah)





(Amanda and Irene, pls admit that both of You are les)



(Chilli playing)


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20/07/08
Went to Amk before going to the airport at around 5plus with mommy& bro. Shopped there awhile and headed to T3. Was soo excited to see my daddy. When I saw him, I waved like crazy~ Haha. The first thing that came to my mind was.. THANK GOD he is back safe& sound. On the way back home in the cabbie, I slept on my mommy's shoulder. It was the first time ever since I was leaned so close to her, serious. Comfortable~ We reached home at around 11plus. We were all worn out by then. But, my daddy is back!

21/07/08
Today I was kinda unhappy as a reslut, I didnt talk much in sch. Was fed-up by some people, nearly made me lost control. After sch, went to lot1 with Liza as I wanted to get something for my mom as her birthday present. And ended up buying a cake(=

22/07/08
Woke up around 6plus, headed to mac to meet Estee for our 933 letter. Then went Spore Discovery Centre with class. It was super boring~ But I would rather go there then stay in sch. After that went home to get changed before going out for dinner with family to celebrate mommy's birthday. Had some durians too! yummy. Well today Ain. Athena, Sis& Liza told me they saw B outside sch in the morning. At first I didnt believe them, but I know its the fact soon after. I hasnt got to meet him for more than half a year. But I bumped into S instead. (Too bad, Liza) Sis said that he was smoking outside and skipped sch. Sigh, same old pattern. I guess I shouldnt continue as I know I would go on &on..

23/07/08
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOMMY!

Nothing much today. Later I will be going over to Liza's place(:

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Saturday, July 19, 2008
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It's him again!!(=
He looked really handsome. *Drools

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#1: Those posters which I mentioned in my post
#2: The kiwi is promoted by FeiLunHai (Its pretty nice)
#3: Rynn's campus concert ticket
#4: The lighter(Estee and MINE)
#5: Me, Peifen& Liza

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YAY!! MY DAD IS COMING BACK TMR!! 我好想念我的爸爸!

Yesterday went to Ngee Ann Poly for 林宇中's campus concert! Went there with Liza, we waited for 1hour plus standing before entering the lecture theatre. Well for me, the waiting was fine. It's just that someone who was behind us irritated both of us by criticising 飞轮海&杨宗纬! *FISH. He talked NON-STOP about his experience he had from going to those campus concerts &autograph sessions. No one was listening, no one asked him anything, he just went on& on as if he never talk before. Whatever! I shall talk about the concert now..
We had the BEST sit in the threatre!! Front row~ Soo near la! His fans were making a fuss about the sitting as they wanted to sit infront. Sorry, first come first serve. It supposed to start at 7pm but end up it began at 730pm. AND the minute he walked out.. I was like.. Oh my god~ So handsome~(亚纶还是最帅) He said this when he came out :''你们是不是翘课来看我?'' HAHA. No, we didn't okay! He managed to sing quite a number of songs. 好好听~ Sadly we are not allowed to take photos or videos. But we managed to take photo with the host, 佩芬. She is cute in person. After that, we went home. On the way back, I was on the phone with Marilyn. When I was telling her what happened, I cried. She consoled me as I was too worked up. After that, I felt better. Thanks, Mary(= I reached home about 9plus.

Today went to school early in the morning. Then went to Westmall with Estee to meet Huili to collect the color mag! Finally.. 亚纶looked really handsome in the mag!! Shopped in Westmall's CC and spotted the lighter that both Estee &I wanted to buy! Lucily left two! But I didn't have enough $$, so I called Amanda for help. 谢谢你,amanda. Oh yea, I hope Huili will like the mooncake we bought for her in school(= The best thing today was.. when I was shopping in Popular with my color mag, one staff there came up to me and asked me about the mag& chat with me. About 飞轮海. She even told me to leave my number so that she can ask me go collect their posters. She will be giving me for free!! So good!~ She even gave me their banner! 简直帅呆了啦! Haha. Went home after that. Just now, I was sms ing my dad(he is now in China). Miss him soooooo badly~ Tomorrow I will be going to airport~ HE IS COMING BACK!!~ YAY YAY~
Can't wait to see him~

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Wednesday, July 16, 2008
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漂亮的两个美眉;糖果和鬼鬼!!

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(I cant find Calvin's banner so I put the FLH one instead)


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(My wifey CUTTING her hair)
PS. The last pic is MY PRECIOUS FRINGE!

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