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23/07/08
As what I've mentioned, I went to Liza's place to study. Went out around 4plus but reached her place at 6pm. Yet, she was sleeping! On my way there, I texted B and he called me back soon after. The thingy that made me upset or angry is that he don't recognise my voice. He said that he lost my no. After that call, I had lots of thoughts indeed. But I don't think I'll write here.

24/07/08
Went Limbang mac to meet Liza to do dnt. Reminisced on the way. Hell lots of memories. When Benjamin told me that he has gf, I wasn't really upset or surprised. As this wasn't the first time I heard it. In fact, this was the third time. How should I put it? Hmm, Seriously if You ask me if I wanna go back to the past, I would say I wish to go back to salvage the relationship but I'm afraid of that kinda life which I had to always cry myself to sleep. Well, he used to treat me well. Amongst my exs, he was one who treated me the best, I would say. To be frank, the times we shared were my happiest times in my life so far. Am I wrong to miss those happy memories?! Liza told me that till now, she is still confused about who initiated the break up. I explained to her w/o really answering her ques. As I'm also confused myself. I think that we aren't supposed to break up and both of us didn't had a choice back then. But.. it was too late to salvage it. Sigh. Enough about this..
After that, when we wanna go home, it was raining outside already. Anddd.. when we needed an umbrella, thank God, I spotted one hanging on the bin. I took it just like that as Liza was scared of taking it. Sorry,人不为己,天诛地灭.

25/07/08
Dragged myself to sch as usual. Today, every student in Unity Sec was given a WALLS ice-cream. It wa syummy although I prefer BEN &Jerry. Mr Ng told us that it was from Miss Tan(our principal) She forked out the $ all by herself. It made me felt warmth inside(= Although to many, it was just an ice-cream but you see, our sch population is APPT 1500students& one stick of ice-cream cost APPT$2(round up),In total, she had to pay about $3000. It is huge sum to me. Must be thankful. (= Recently, I tend to fall asleep in class, feeling damn restless. Then on my way to tuition, bumped into Adrian. We chatted on the way as we were on the same route. Mentioned about B, he also told me that B has gf already. Even told me alittle about her. Guess he is doing fine with his life. As for Adrian, he bet with me smth, I hope he will do it. If not, he must prepare to treat me 大餐! I didn't demand for it, he suggested it. Haha!

26/07/08
Just came back from town with family. I am really going crazy!!
我快疯了! 好累好累好累~~
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