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Thursday, June 25, 2009
{ 4:14 AM on 'I tried so hard to live on my own.' }



I HATE CRAMPS! =x
I know that I've been sticking with this blog for like days(?)
Don't you know the reason behind? (Frowns)
Here i am, another day spent at home.
Supposed to go out with Dearest!
But she abandoned me and left me at home today! (Sob)
Haa! She went JB with my idol! Haa!
Never mind, most probably still meeting her tomorrow!(:
I did some revision,but i have no idea what exactly got inot
my head! =x
Frequent moodswings,a thing which i always had too much.
On the other hand,a lot of things have been running through my head lately. I've been thinking a lot too.
I've came to realise that i've lost my sense of control.
It wasn't like this at all.
I'm so choked by words.
I can't say what i want to.
I can't do things the way i want to.
I'm not backing out, for now.
Cause' i don't wanna leave regrets,
I'd way too much regrets back then.
You wouldn't understand how i feel lately.
It has been from bad to worse.
&Cause' even when i'm missing you, you're still not
missing me. Darn,you know what?You'd messed up my thoughts,
and you did nothing about it.

If i were a boy,i would listen to her.
Cause' i know how it hurts.
I would give her time to speak
Cause' i know how it feels to be missing you.
Cause' you're just the boy,
You don't understand how it feels.
You don't listen to her&
You don't care.

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