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Monday, June 8, 2009
{ 10:22 PM on '' }
Lengthy post ahead (Evil grin)
I reckoned that I need a thing called-Perfect Timing. I guess, I'd be much better off then. Who would want to be walking alone? Who would want to be missing someone in the middle of the night and nothing can be done? Who would want to be miserable? Who would want a unrequited love? Who doesn't yearns for a true love? Who doesn't want to love and be loved by the right one? Who else would wanna be like me? Wth fuck. But what to do? It was never, never that easy at all. I kept on reminding myself, I shouldn't be lingering on to my past relationship. I shouldn't waste time on somebody who no longer love me. Love-Puppy(?) Fuck. I shouldn't be clinging on to a past which would never gonna re-wind. I know, reminiscing at times would be perfectly fine. I know, it is perfectly all-right if I do misses the wonderful times we once had. I know, it is still ok if I had some wishful thoughts at times. I wish to, but somehow, I know.. I can't, I shouldn't. I know I seriously need a new direction and I hope I'm heading for the right one. I'm not afraid of being wrong. But I still try to be precise enough. Nobody enjoys wasting time, I suppose(?) It was never easy as I've said. I had a good look at all those circumstances and stories of my friends around me. Eventually, I came up to a conclusion. Whether it is accurate enough or not, Idk. Well cause, that doesn't matter much. What I saw was- Guys can always move on with their lifes like nothing ever happened when they just broke up two weeks ago. Guys can act as if nothing ever happened, continue to date other girls and will never spare a thought for their ex-gfs. Girls are usually the silly ones who takes donkey ears to get over and move on. Girls are always willing to do whatever things she could to retrieve/salvage their relationships. And yea, these might be just my point of views. I admit that I'm another silly one. It has been like a year to two now. Ever since my past relationship came to an end. Look at the both of us now. It was never fair, either. That's why, I need to wake up and move on. I bet I'm definitely more worthy of a better one. So, now I 'd give it all if it is all ok. Baby believe me, it's only a matter of time.
'You were a priority but was I even an option?'
你没问我 我能回应什么 用眼神说 我怕我会听错 要不要 继续互相折磨 你看我 我看著你寂寞 手已经围好城堡 心也已经备好浪潮 快完成等待完成的拥抱 别说你还没有感觉到 我所给你的微笑 不只微笑 Love you Love you Yes I love you 你听见了吗 这是我第一千遍第一万遍心里的回答 那身边的人经过的人我都不牵挂 我只去 你想要去的天涯 Love you Love you Yes I love you 你还没听见吗能不能请你放下 放下那愚蠢挣扎 我害怕爱情就像 盛开的花一错过 眼泪也没有办法 像是一场 多么令人 疲倦的游戏 只剩下最后一步 却举棋不定 我早就输了 你却不相信你会赢 看你一直苦笑叹息 我想帮忙 我好著急 爱情 爱情 真伤感情两个人 僵在这里 两颗心 悬在那里时间 时间 就快没有时间 我们 越来越像朋友而已 Another meaningful lyrics. Labels: 是不是所有快乐都非要和我无关?
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Monday, June 8, 2009
{ 10:22 PM on '' }
Lengthy post ahead (Evil grin)
I reckoned that I need a thing called-Perfect Timing. I guess, I'd be much better off then. Who would want to be walking alone? Who would want to be missing someone in the middle of the night and nothing can be done? Who would want to be miserable? Who would want a unrequited love? Who doesn't yearns for a true love? Who doesn't want to love and be loved by the right one? Who else would wanna be like me? Wth fuck. But what to do? It was never, never that easy at all. I kept on reminding myself, I shouldn't be lingering on to my past relationship. I shouldn't waste time on somebody who no longer love me. Love-Puppy(?) Fuck. I shouldn't be clinging on to a past which would never gonna re-wind. I know, reminiscing at times would be perfectly fine. I know, it is perfectly all-right if I do misses the wonderful times we once had. I know, it is still ok if I had some wishful thoughts at times. I wish to, but somehow, I know.. I can't, I shouldn't. I know I seriously need a new direction and I hope I'm heading for the right one. I'm not afraid of being wrong. But I still try to be precise enough. Nobody enjoys wasting time, I suppose(?) It was never easy as I've said. I had a good look at all those circumstances and stories of my friends around me. Eventually, I came up to a conclusion. Whether it is accurate enough or not, Idk. Well cause, that doesn't matter much. What I saw was- Guys can always move on with their lifes like nothing ever happened when they just broke up two weeks ago. Guys can act as if nothing ever happened, continue to date other girls and will never spare a thought for their ex-gfs. Girls are usually the silly ones who takes donkey ears to get over and move on. Girls are always willing to do whatever things she could to retrieve/salvage their relationships. And yea, these might be just my point of views. I admit that I'm another silly one. It has been like a year to two now. Ever since my past relationship came to an end. Look at the both of us now. It was never fair, either. That's why, I need to wake up and move on. I bet I'm definitely more worthy of a better one. So, now I 'd give it all if it is all ok. Baby believe me, it's only a matter of time.
'You were a priority but was I even an option?'
你没问我 我能回应什么 用眼神说 我怕我会听错 要不要 继续互相折磨 你看我 我看著你寂寞 手已经围好城堡 心也已经备好浪潮 快完成等待完成的拥抱 别说你还没有感觉到 我所给你的微笑 不只微笑 Love you Love you Yes I love you 你听见了吗 这是我第一千遍第一万遍心里的回答 那身边的人经过的人我都不牵挂 我只去 你想要去的天涯 Love you Love you Yes I love you 你还没听见吗能不能请你放下 放下那愚蠢挣扎 我害怕爱情就像 盛开的花一错过 眼泪也没有办法 像是一场 多么令人 疲倦的游戏 只剩下最后一步 却举棋不定 我早就输了 你却不相信你会赢 看你一直苦笑叹息 我想帮忙 我好著急 爱情 爱情 真伤感情两个人 僵在这里 两颗心 悬在那里时间 时间 就快没有时间 我们 越来越像朋友而已 Another meaningful lyrics. Labels: 是不是所有快乐都非要和我无关?
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