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Saturday, June 6, 2009
{ 4:11 AM on '' }


Well, fuck.
Why the feeling is still so strong?
Why do I still feel this way/
I want the answers to all my questions.
I wanna know if it is real or true.
Cause, I want it all, or nothing.
Cause, you know, I'd give it all if things are for real.
I miss you.
I know I shouldn't, but I do.
I wish I didn't, but I did.
I just hope you know.
I shouldn't love you, but I want to.
I just can't turn away.
I shouldn't see, but I can't look away.
It's getting hard to be around you,
there's so much I can't say.
Do you want me to have the feelings and look the other way?
Just so you know,this feelings taking control of me.
And I can't help it.
This emptiness is killing me,
I'm wondering why I'm waiting so long.
Looking back, I realised it was always there,
Just never spoken.
I'm waiting here, been waiting here.
Perhaps,I'm not the only one for you,
but you are the only one for me(?)
P.s I am losing my appetite.
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I'm looking forward to 19th June. (cheers)
It has been a long time ever since I went to melaka to visit my relatives.
F.Y.I, Malaysia is just my second hometown OK.
I am a FULL Singaporean! (Proud)
I miss them so much!
This time we are going back for a wedding dinner by extended relative.
(laugh)
I don't know how to put it.
It is just a far-far relative. Lol.
Daddy will be driving us there after my lesson. (zzzzzzzzz)
Dampened my mood, can.
Can I just don't attend school? (grins)
Malaysia, Malaysia, Malaysia~
I'm coming! (smiles)
Malaysia, Truly Asia!~ Lol.
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