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Tuesday, July 7, 2009
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Monday-
My mood wasn't right in the first half of the day.
Supposed to spend the time wisely to revise for my exam.
But I didn't.
In fact,I let my mind run wild.
W/o any reason,I suddenly think of my grandparents.
Whom passed away before I was born.
I've no idea why I'd cry my eyes out every single time I think of them.
The weird thing is that I didn't even get to see them at all.
I just got to see their photos like twice(?)
I can hardly remember their faces.
I don't hold any memories of them at all.
I don't know why I cry so hard whenever I think of them.
Issn't it strange?
Maybe because I always longed for grandparents' love.
I never had it before and never will I have it forever.
You won't know how much I wish they were here with me.
Deep down,I believe they never left me.
I know they are watching over me from above.
I know& I believe it. (Sigh)
As what my mummy said,好人通常死得早.
Why nice people are often fated to die early?
How sad~
Well, I used to tell someone about this(My grandparents thing)
And that person told me this..(I roughly type out)
''Don't be sad. Next time I bring you to visit my grandparents.
My grandparents are also yours. Same deh.''
Although that person didn't managed to do that in time,
I still wanna thank that person here.
(I don't know if he gets to read this.)
I was elated at that very moment.
That person is the only one other than sis whom I brought up this
thing to.
(You can imagine how much I trusted that person)
It doesn't really matters if what the person said was true or not.
It is no longer important now. (Sigh)
How does it feels to be loved by grandparents?
Often,I don't understand why there are people whom
disrespect,being rude/loud to their grandparents.
Shouldn't they feel so blessed to have them by their side?
Why are they not cherishing something that they have.
And something NOT everyone will have(!)
Ya,somethings I might not comprehend&
somethings I might not agree to.
But it is actually all the same.
Like, I don't understand why there are people whom disrespect
and being rude/loud to their grandparents,
they might not understand how I feel w/o having grandparents
by my side.
It is the same logic.
What I wanna say is..
''Do not wait till it is too late.
Cherish them now.
You would never want to look back and regret.
Regret the last thing you did was being disrespect,rude/loud to them.
You would never want to regret treating them like they irritated you.''
Ok shall go back to the topic!
I was too sick crying at home.
So I called Dearest up!
Ask her to meet me in school to study.
So Yonglong,Dearest,Junming& I studied in school.
Made lots of noise there.
I don't think we were allowed to study there.
Haha!
But we did.
The paper was all-right.
Nothing else to comment.
Haha!
The exam started at 3:45pm,
but Dearest and I finished at 4:30pm.
(Lol!) Fast?
After that went home with Eunice.
&&&&&&&then tuned into my favourite tv show!
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